Heylos to anyone who still reads or watches me XD! I hope you've all been having a really lovely time with family and friends. Or if you weren't able to spend it with family, I hope you were still able to have a nice relaxed time
. New years is coming up and I'm feeling more inspired to put my ass in gear. I've not made anywhere as much art this year that I would have liked to, but I had issues with the place I worked, draining me for a long time and also other personal life issues, I found it really hard to cope at times, which made it harder for me to create. I'm learning to deal with things a bit better these days and made some big changes, I left my last workplace which was making me so unhappy and have been using the time drawing almost every day since (as well as looking for work where I can have a more positive atmosphere). I haven't posted any of it as I started off rusty and needed to practice again, as well as I guess, trying to make sure I was drawing without worrying what people would think, as sometimes when I draw, I'll get really into it and then knowing I'll be posting it later tends to put this weird pressure on me to make it perfect rather than just letting the art flow. But as I've been drawing more frequently again, I think I'm ready to start posting some of it. I'm not going to worry whether they're perfect or not, or how people might view them, I'm just going to upload them ha. I like seeing other artists more sketchy stuff sometimes as seeing their process is really fascinating. So why not share the silly old sketches I do most days! Might not be finished pieces all the time, but still art none the less, and sharing my journey with you guys, as you do with me! I find it silly when people choose near new years to change things about themselves, as I think you should feel able to do that any day of the year! Haha, but you can't deny that the whole new year thing makes you question how your current year has been and what differences you would have made. So I'm going to stop taking steps backwards, and go forwards again to a better future. I've also started writing the script for issue two of my comic series, which I didn't touch for ages, so I'm feeling really inspired and happy these days
I have my creativity back and a new found attitude, all be it from learning life lessons, but I think that's good in a way.
Anyway! I look forward to catching up with all the art you've all made and reconnecting with people. <3 *hugs*